Haha. I didn’t realist how childish I was. What was Aloysius? Naive of me. Bygones be bygones. Maybe we are just fateless. I really liked you. You were the first to elicit some kind of feeling from me to a guy. Nowadays I just kinda get turned off by frogs lusting for the swan’s. You liked me when I was at my worst. I had no reason to doubt you. Too bad it all started too late. I’ve moved on. I have liked someone, got over someone. Had my heart broken. Had it died. Had it restarted. I am stronger. I will be stronger. I will find someone better. Someone who won’t remind me of A won’t remind me of B. With B, too many moments. Too many coincidence. Too much gazing into each other eyes. I know you’re loyal. So I blame him for what’s had happened. Blame him for liking me. Oh fuck. I am turned off man. Yucks at the thought of him. I am tired. Love is nothing. Studies is everything. Education is the future. I moved on. I wish both of you lead a happy life. (: