Have you been this afraid? I really don’t understand what I am going through. How can someone want somebody, not love them but want them to be theirs all the same, yet feels nothing for the other party but just wants an empty claim that someone’s yours to keep yet… Ugh. You know.

But it looks like I am being selfish and I am. But what else could I do? I couldn’t make myself fall in love with you again. We had been walking in circles for sometime, it’s time that we head for the finish line. I am sorry, truly sorry.

I can’t bring myself to love you in vain anymore, not especially when you are leavig us with nothing to reminisce and remember. I can’t live like this but I am so afraid of moving on, but holding to something that isn’t real is harder than letting go and yet…

I have to decide. Sometimes I think of you so much, I dream of you in every dreams and picture us together.

Farewell. It’s enough.