April 2011
2 posts
Looking for love in the wrong places.
You, of all people caught my eye. Sigh. I wanna be skinny. Be tall. Have long legs. Have fair flawless skin. Have no more stretch marks. Be intelligent. Have good figure. None of them is attainable.
Haha. I didn’t realist how childish I was. What was Aloysius? Naive of me. Bygones be bygones. Maybe we are just fateless. I really liked you. You were the first to elicit some kind of feeling from me to a guy. Nowadays I just kinda get turned off by frogs lusting for the swan’s. You liked me when I was at my worst. I had no reason to doubt you. Too bad it all started too late....
November 2009
1 post
what do you want!
SSC camp & saw A at the doorstep. Coincidence. Then looked over and saw you looking at me, smug. Then your play dodgeball while I go play pingpong. Then… your guys netball, I bball. Picked up ball as it rolls towards me. You ask me take and said thankyou. Then proceed to ignore me. Then only got to see you leaving school w/ Angeline to buy bbtea. Then your sat tgt and talked and were...
October 2009
1 post
the love left hanging.
Have you been this afraid? I really don’t understand what I am going through. How can someone want somebody, not love them but want them to be theirs all the same, yet feels nothing for the other party but just wants an empty claim that someone’s yours to keep yet… Ugh. You know.
But it looks like I am being selfish and I am. But what else could I do? I couldn’t make...